a quiet time is all i need...a quiet time, alone.: again! argh
Friday, May 05, 2006
::sAme:: 5:02 PM



MAY 5, Friday...5.17pm
ok...gonna try to make it a habit from now to type the date manually cos it really seems blogger is screwing up my dates and times of my posts and sometimes it gets a lil too irritating...
in a small teeny weeny dilemia...dunno if i should go for choir prac tonight or go movies with family...hmmm...guess it shld be alright if i dont go for choir cos tmr theres prac too...
its getting rather irritating too...when i try to get things done and assholes come and budge their bloody big butts in my face...making me unable to carry on...argh. FUCK IT DAMMIT. this is why i really hate trying to force myself to be nice. ppl just take it for granted and they dont know when its too much...i needa blow...im gonna blow soon...argh...its infuriating how some ppl can just continuously piss the damn outta me.
i thank God its already friday man,...just that it has to be a fucked up one...i dont enjoy it...uh-uh...not at all...sometimes i conform so much just to please the hell out of the unsatisfied ones and this is what i get in return. hell...nth much abt todays exam...just that i didnt manage to complete the first paper in time...5 supid chinese passages dammit...
SIGH.....
bleah...choir? movie? choir? movie? movie? choir? choir? movie? argh!
crap luh...
shld be movie i guess. if i dont go with ahem...THEM again...SHE'll bloody fuck start to make a big fuss abt it again. its the pressure i get from conforming that pisses the hell outta me.
im left with not much of a choice and im doing it just cos i put these ppl in front of myself...argh...scrutiny...contradiction...whatever...lazy to bragg onnnn...
~~toodles... =